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Slowing Down the Jubilee Writing

Ah jubilee… my companion project for two years.  I set out to do a jubilee year at 48 going on 49, and I’ve just rounded the corner on a second lap, ending at 50.  And it’s been fun.  In the way that conviction is fun….  Fun as in cleansing and challenging and interesting and transformative.

The most important thing I learned in these two years of reflecting on Biblical principles of how to let the land lie fallow, how to forgive debts, how to make restitution, how to return the land to its original owners (and many possible metaphorical manifestations of this in my middle-class American lifestyle)… the most important thing I learned is this:

When we rely on the Holy Spirit for change, we really do care about the things that God reveals to us in Scripture as His concerns: the poor, justice, love.  And when we are living our normal, selfish lives (yours may not be; mine is), we don’t care so much.

I learned this from day one in the project.  I’m still learning it after two years.

There really is a mind of Christ, a new creation… and these are ours if we ask.  But apart from God’s infusion of His power and spirit, we live in our old minds and as the old creations we are… and in that mindset, I’d just as soon not share, not forgive, not love, not lean into God and let some things be.

Yet I think I’m changed as a result of this project in mindfulness.  I know the difference between when I’m me, and when I’m touched by God’s spirit.  And it shows in behavior.

I don’t know if Dallas Willard said this, or someone else, but it’s true: “If you want to change your life, ask for the grace to change your behavior.”  We are what we do.  Regardless of what we intend.

So thanks for reading.  And I’ll be interspersing some thoughts on this topic into my “other” (main) blog: www.holyvernacular.wordpress.com insofar as that one is about seeing God in the commonplace of life, in everything.  So just about anything fits over there.   And I think I’ve explored jubilee as much in writing as I should… it’s time to act, abide, act some more.

I’ll see you over at Holy Vernacular!


Mustard Seed Associates

I’m finding some interesting resources on this site: http://msainfo.org/articles/a-journey-into-wholeness-lenten-reflection-guide

Make a donation to Mustard Seed Associates, out of Seattle, and download the pdf.

I particularly like the areas that the Lenten devotional asks us to reflect upon – brokenness, hunger, homelessness, creation and God’s family.

I’m swamped with a work project and missing the time I’d been devoting to this jubilee project.  I’m gathering in resources that I’ll delve further into as I travel a bit this spring. 

One thing I’m learning is how much abstract projects like this (or rather projects that are optional) get put aside by life’s urgencies, during which I default to a mode of overdoing it in many realms (financially, eating, cutting corners to save time).  

Mindfulness requires space and time.  I have neither right now.  Missing both.